his neck

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START ID. A journal entry written with shaky, uneven letters. The handwriting of a child. The entry reads,

his neck
smely [sic] sweat
breathing so heavy
“uhf” like punching someone
can’t see the ceiling
can’t be far away
i’m here
pain like dying
crying
“we have to be quiet”
moving around too much
don’t want don’t want stop it
holds down my legs
grabbing at the bed
“it hurts” please stop please
“be good for me. listen. []”
i stop
just feel it all
try to be someone else

The journal entry is written in pink marker. END ID.