NO HOPE

hopeless
“too complex” to handle
need to be hospitalized
can’t function
too suicidal

REJECTED [A LIABILITY]

not a therapeutic environment
not enough dbt
have to go home

helpless helpless
need to stop being that way
[need to stop being alive]

stuck here
only option:
LIE
GET ACCEPTED

can’t do outpatient
can’t go home

helpless helpless helpless
cowardly and indecisive
scared of change
need to leave
[need to stop being alive]

feel it give out
feel it in my chest—

it’s gone.